I realized I haven’t been paying attention to this blog as I should have been. Some of you might have started thinking I died. Well I’m still here 🙂 End of January I celebrated birthday 53. Funny how mentally I don’t feel I’m that old. The body is giving subtle hints though. I have been … Continue reading I’m still alive
Merry Christmas
As I’m writing this, a majority of the country is under one of the coldest snaps of arctic air we’ve had in years. Praying everyone stays warm and safe this Christmas weekend. if you’re traveling on the roads I don’t envy you.
Public spaces
I’m presently sitting in the customer waiting area of an auto dealership waiting for a part replacement and oil change. I am finding more and more I hate sitting around strangers. Every time I clear my throat, you suddenly feel eyes on you like you have the plague. Which makes me want to turn around … Continue reading Public spaces
I’m overwhelmed
I was not prepared for taking care of an elderly parent. I guess no one really is. However, I find the support systems for doing so seem non existent or hidden away. Most of my friends have no idea what I deal with and you find that you feel you have to just suffer in … Continue reading I’m overwhelmed
My latest Dead Mall video
Washington Square - Suffolk, VA. Probably the shortest one so far I have done. 4 minutes. https://youtu.be/_LgCCHlZyzA Dying Retail
Generational gap
In my office I work with a young kid. Guess he is what’s called the generation Z group. With him I notice something I really have not noticed with millennials and boomers on back. I notice a disconnect with things from my childhood to his. I find it unsettling in a way. From entertainment and … Continue reading Generational gap
Time
Lately I have been finding that mentally I feel like I am still in my 30’s with lots of time for life plans. Then I either stop and think about my actual age, or I’m carded, for what seems almost anything now, and it hits me like a ton of bricks. I’m moving along in … Continue reading Time
Sick off all the fear
You’d think after two years of this pandemic crap, I would have gotten used to all the upheaval by now… Tuesday at work I felt like crap most of the day. I had gotten up and gone to the gym, felt fine. Got home, showered and headed to the office and… felt blah. The feeling … Continue reading Sick off all the fear
I’m still here
Sorry I haven’t shared a post recently but to be honest I didn’t feel like there was anything I wanted to share with the world that was important enough for the blog. I record entries often in my personal journal, but those are things I don’t feel like sharing with strangers. Which brings up a … Continue reading I’m still here
Happy birthday Mom!
Mother reached a milestone Today. She is 94! I don’t know if I will make it that far in life. As much as my mother can be a pain in the rear as only mothers can, they always know how to push buttons, I’m thankful she’s in my life. I lost my father twenty years … Continue reading Happy birthday Mom!
My Middle Age life! 